Spiritual Widow

Some days I struggle with having a husband but not having a husband. Today is one of those days...
I am a spiritual widow and as I draw closer to the Lord I see more and more the devastation of being unequally yoked brings. I do not wish this on anyone yet I don't hear a lot of people talk about how bad it hurts. Even so I myself did not know the hurt I really felt until recently.
Just another wall come tumbling down...
Today I told God that I need a husband and for Him to be my husband and He led me to this verse Husbands, likewise, dwell with them with understanding, giving honor to the wife, as to the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life, that your prayers may not be hindered. ~ 1 Peter 3:7
So I prayed for the Lord to dwell with me as a husband of understanding.
And then He gave me this.
Psalm 91:9-16 ~ Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge, Even the most High, your dwelling place, No evil shall befall you, Nor shall any plaque come near your dwelling; For He shall give His angels charge over you, To keep you in all your ways. In their hands they shall bear you up, Lest you dash your foot against a stone. You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra, The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.
"Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name. He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him, And show him My salvation."
I love you my Lord and Savior...