Beauty for Ashes

Today is a new day!
I was in a depression all day yesterday as God took me through the pain that I carry. Through it all He has shown me that there is a never ending cycle of a spirit of rejection with my family. A generational curse that He is breaking upon my life. He is storming the gates of hell and breaking down those strongholds. By His blood He is washing away my sins, the scars, and the sins of my parents that the enemy has used to stop me from living. I mean really LIVING.
He is giving me beauty for ashes,
The oil of joy for mourning,
The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness...Isaiah 61:3 And I praise His holy name!

Thank you for Your beauty Lord, thank you for the oil of joy and the garment of praise. I won't stop there though...I want more...I want to see more of the ashes fall off and your beauty arise in me. Pour the oil of joy upon me so that I may live the victorious life I know that I have in you. Cloth me with the garment of praise and break the spirit of heaviness that lies deep within my heart. Give me beauty for ashes Lord, beauty for ashes...