I was born to a family that has the spirit of fear heavily upon them. This fear is so strong that it has haunted me day and night. So much so that I just fear for nothing. I fear fear itself.
I have been praying for God to reveal to me any door or gate of fear so I can let it go. Already He is taking me back to my childhood. I can remember being so afraid but I am not sure of what.
My sister and I hiding...
Afraid of my Aunt...I still am...
Afraid of the teacher's...
Afraid to laugh...
Afraid to cry...
Afraid of my dad...and all my friend's dad's...
Afraid my grandma would die...then she did and I became...
Afraid my mom would die...who would care for me and my sister...
This must be the gate. A childhood filled with fears and words of death that has followed me all my life.
Thank you Heavenly Father for revealing to me all things in your time. I renounce any and all agreement with the spirit of fear that has tormented me all these years. I renounce any and all words of death that have been spoken over me as a child. This day I choose life and come into agreement with the fear of the Lord. I ask that you oh Lord begin to speak life into my soul that I may follow you. Where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty and I ask that you set this captive free. Free to have peace, power, love and a sound mind. Free to live for you!
I praise you for your freedom...
I praise you for your unfailing love...
I praise you for making all things new in my life...In Jesus name, Amen
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