I am His and He is mine

I have not taken the time to write about my encouter with God Tues. night. Part of me is still trying to process it all. I know that I need to journal about it tho cuz as I write the Lord will reveal even more to me.

On the evening of January 9,2007, I gave myself away to Christ. The Lord of my life and the lover of my soul. I can totally see how God had been preparing my heart for this night. It all started in Dec. with the white tea cup I recieved and then moved on from there. I now truly know that I know, I am the bride of Christ and I desire to walk in that identity. For it is my destiny as well as your's.
This all took place at a local church that I had never been to until that night. I had heard about this church thru a friend that recently started attending there. I listened to a couple messages online and thought "man,this church is right where I'm at" In that the things I heard these pastors preach was everything the Lord had been speaking to me. And so, at the begining of the year I saw on there website that the women's ministry was having a "spa night" and the theme was Esther. I did not know what to expect I only knew that I had this strong desire that I had to be there. And so I went because He called.

I watched intensly as first the womans leader spoke and then her husband. I was jumping up and down inside myself, yelling OMG. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. For it was everything the Lord had been speaking to me about being His princess, His bride. And I saw that these people, this ministry,was to be the insruments used by God to help bring it to fruitation in my life.
I was to be annointed in Myrrh just as Esther soaked in Myrrh to prepare for her reign. As I meditated on the Holy Spirits words and watched as one at a time the women were being annointed in Myrrh, all I could say to Him was "I can't believe You want me,me, You want me..."
Finally it was my turn. The leader annoited my forhead and spoke revelation over me. "Holy Spirit come beautify my sister..." After, another lady lead me to the alter,where she prayed for the Lord to show me how beautiful I am to Him and left me to soak in the presence of the Holy Spirit. I thanked Him for who He was and this ministry that He led me to. For loving me and seeing me as His bride. Before I went back to my seat I said "okay Lord, even though I can not understand all that your doing in my life I give myself over to you. Take it, I am your's".

That was the night I gave myself away. Not just to anyone but to a King. A King that see's me as His princess. A King that is coming back for His beloved bride. Yes, this is my destiny. To talk like I am His, to walk like I am His, to think like I am His is to know I am His forever more.