The Cracks in my Heart

God keeps playing all the right songs today. One's like "I still believe" and "hold fast help is on the way".
I do believe but in the mean time it hurts. My heart is heavy in this present darkness. And as I write that He tells me that He is peircing it. Oh how I long to give you all of me sweet Jesus!
He wants more of my past. He is calling me gently telling me "now let me take this, it's going to be okay". There is more chains that need to be broken. Like one's with my husband.
When God told me that He was going to be purifying me I had no idea it was of things that I had buried deep, deep down inside. The cracks in my heart He wants to fill with His love. I had no idea they were even there.
I feel it...Come fill my heart Lord. Fill my heart....