War

Theirs this thing in me
That I just cant see
yet it feels so real
Cuz well its reality

And after all these years
I finally come to see
the truth that's always been
the truth that's from heaven

Darn it! If only my words can tell
the way that I'm feeling
oh how You know me so well

Just when I think I'm having fun
You stop me in the middle of my life
to say "your done"

If only it was as easy as pie
I'd smoke another joint and get so high
And don't forget bout the coke and the crank
but to live in that mental addictive state
would only feed on my self hate

But wait
Is it so wrong
to wanna have a lil fun
At least it would take away the pain that Im feeling
the one that tells me Im hurting

I'm tired of all the mental confusion
the restless nights
and all this delusion
that keeps from knowing the truth

Truth - the only one that soothes the pain
Truth - the only one that keeps me sain
Truth - the reason why I fight
Truth - the thing that gives me insight
Truth - the reason why I've come so far
Truth - the reason I'm at WAR!