Wow, I have had one incredibale week with One incredible God! There's just been so much going on with me spiritually that I am overwhelmed, in a good way though. It all started last Wednesday...
Stuff from my past was really bothering me. I just couldn't seem to shake it. It was like it was haunting me.
*sidenote* Some like to say that it's the enemy, he's the one that brings up your past not Jesus, rebuke it and cast those thoughts aside, you are free in Christ a new creation. While I do believe this there was just one problem. I ALREADY KNOW THIS!*end sidenote*
So I started questioning, what's wrong with me? Why is this bothering me so much? Is this gonna follow me for the rest of my life? It can't be possible, can it? If everyone teaches that you can have wholeness and it's what The Big Book says then my only question is how? How can I be free of this?
That night at H.L.G. when it was my turn to answer the question posed I confessed my fear of going closer to God and of the H.S and what others will think. They encouraged me to go for it. I also told a good friend of mine the feelings I had been having.
Speaking of...Joe just called and said he's on his way. That means I get to go tonight. I will be taking 2 of my kids plus a couple extra. I'm really excited about that. I think the home, church family, worship enviroment will be good for them to see.
Peace Out ~
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