It is so hard for me to imagine that the One who calls me beautiful wants to hold my heart in His hands. It's hard to imagine that He wants all of me, that I am not my own but His.
To let go of all the other lovers in my life just to be with Him...
To stop searching for that special someone or something to fulfill my little girl desires...
And become one with Christ, my Bridegroom.
"Come closer" He whispers in my ear. I hesitate as I think of all the different ways my body has been touched. I feel so dirty inside and out. I have given myself away to many times to count and now theirs nothing left to give...
Like a filthy rag and a broken vessel so is the way I see my body.
I never knew I carried so much shame from this...Heal my Body scars Father. Help me to trust You and place my heart in Your hands.
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- Athena
- Like a rose bud my heart was closed and afraid. But then my King rained down His love and I'm no longer the same. It's these dew drops of His love that are making me into something beautiful for Him.
1 comment:
God has given me so many really strong Christian female friends. You are one of those amazing women. That is a huge blessing, but sometimes it makes those of us that seem to struggle more than the others feel not good enough. Its amazing how many times God has used your blog and truth he has revealed to you to minister to me.
Thank you so much for sharing your inner struggles. Thank you so much for posting the things God shares with you. You constantly bless me. My heart aches when I know you are hurting, but at the same time I am filled with courage because I see the way God is healing you and it reminds me that he isn't done with me either.
Thanks Athena.
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