Will You Love Me?

"I am making all things new" is what the Lord showed me in the beginning of the year.
But, sometimes it could be really difficult to give up the old in order to make room for the new. With each step I take it seems to get harder and harder and I find myself having to push more, stand still more, press into Him more, and rely more on Him. To switch from a me focus, a them focus, a what about her and him focus to a focus only on Him. He really and truly is all I need. My Father is asking for more but I don't want to fully give and for the first time I am asking Him, will you love me that much if I give you all I have? And He says to me "all you have I have given you, it's you I am asking for". What about when the rain falls and I slip and slide in the mud will you love me then? "I will do more then you can fathom. I will wash you clean in the river of life and put a crown on your head. The question isn't will I love you child, but the question is will YOU love me??