May 17, 2007

My Victim vs Victor Feelings

Feeling sad, living in a state of fear and uncertainty. Not sure what the days hold. To many tears, dreams. Holding on for dear life to the tree of life. Waiting,watching for something, anything. Pain,sorrow,self pity,self doubt. Restlessness,Distance,only time will tell. Same old same old,circles,round and round we go,when does it end? Reject and you get rejection. Reject again and you get rejection. Curse,Confusion,lies...Victim.

Hope,faith,vulnerability,study,pray,pray some more,fight,pick up my sword and fight. Mind of Christ,daughter of the most high God,King of Kings,war,warrior,favor,anointed,for such a time as this,royalty,bride,love,so much love,endless love,beauty for ashes,comfort,faith,obedience...Victor.

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