Opportunities of growth

Since I been sick I have been away from people, places and things. In a weird way this sickness has launched me into a time of rest. No, sickness is not from God and in no way, shape or form is He the cause of my sickness But He takes everything the enemy means to keep us from advancing turning it all into good. And just when the enemy thinks he's won, and tries to get you to think it too by believing his lies of defeat, you find it wasn't at all what it seemed(It never is).
Thru it all I have grown and discovered thru the Holy Spirit some deeper roots of my soul that are currently being dug up and removed. I have come to love this process of reconciliation to my Father God. Don't get me wrong, it can still be very painful but after all is said and done I emerge free with more flight in my wings to fly higher!
So this sickness is not so much of a sickness to me anymore but instead an opportunity to advance in ways I would of never imagined.

I Heart Reading

So, I am still recovering from my alergy sickness, but all is good. I just realized last night that while I have been down(bout 3 weeks) I have read 4 whole books. Thats quite an accomplishment for this mom with 6 kids, 1 vehicle and a very messy house.:)
I read 2 fiction books and 2 books by Lisa Bevere. I love Lisa Bevere's writing. God has shown me alot thru her 2 books. All good, hard to swallow, life changing stuff. I will be getting another book by her just as soon as it comes back in the bookstore. Wouldn't ya know that all 4 book stores I checked were all out, I'm thinking the book must be that good!
I am on my 5th book now(going for world record here). This one is pretty thick but I seem to be reading it pretty fast. All of this has to do with a theme He has been speaking to me on...Insecurity!

Rambelings

Wow, so I been sick for awhile now. But today feels like I'm finally starting to feel back to normal. Thank God!
Every once in a while I come to blog. I love to write I just wish I had some consistency in it, like everything else in my life.  I seem to live in the If onlys...
If only I did...
If only I could...
If only I would..
The only thing that seems to be stopping me is procrastination. I have learnt enough to know that the
"P" word is not to be in my life. Its a hard one to shake though thats for sure. Consistency and stability have never been apart of my life and yet if ya wanna get it done and get it done right you must add the C and S to the equation.
What I probebly need is a purpose. I have never been able to come to terms that wiping spills, snots, and butts is all there really is to my life.