It was this day back on June 28, 1996 that my lil'Angel came into the world. Fashioned and formed from the Father's hands God gave me a gift to unwrap as time goes on. Messenger of new beginnings is his God given name aka Angel Noel.
Recently, I had a vision of Angel standing on a straight dirt path. With trees on the sides this path went on and on and at the end was God. He was caring a sword.
A picture of a mighty warrior walking the narrow road that leads to life.
A couple days later God gave me the same picture but this time I saw Christ holding Angel's right hand and walking him along the road that leads to life.
This morning He gave me this verse for my son.
"Yet I still belong to you; you are holding my right hand. You will keep on guiding me with your counsel, leading me to a glorious destiny." ~ Psalm 73:23-24,NLT
Prince of new beginnings is the word that was spoken over him when he was a baby. Little did I know then that this little child would be leading us to lots of new beginnings.
Lead on lil' soldier, lead on...
Jun 28, 2007
Redeeming Love
This book is really stirring up some feelings in me. Feelings that I wasn't exactly aware of until reading this story. It's like I am reading my own self. All though I was never a prostitute I can so relate to the character's feelings. Feelings of not being able to receive love. Putting up walls of protection that seem to be so tight ain't nothing gonna get through. Walking through life in a trans like state. A numbness that enables you not to feel a thing and yet it hurts so bad that you just want to end it all.
I am starting to see this now as it really is. A lie of the enemy that comes straight from the pit of hell itself.
I don't usually read fiction but this one is well worth the read with God's love~n~ beauty written all over it.
I am starting to see this now as it really is. A lie of the enemy that comes straight from the pit of hell itself.
I don't usually read fiction but this one is well worth the read with God's love~n~ beauty written all over it.
Jun 25, 2007
He speaks to Me...
This is everything the Lord has shown me through out the day. It's one of the ways I spend time with Him. His presence goes before me, behind me and is all around me. I am learning to walk in Him as He unwraps my wounded soul layer by layer, uncovering the scars and placing His healing balm upon the hurts of my past and even the hurts of the present...
First He gave me:
Philippians 4:19 - And my God shall supply all your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Then I prayed it upon me, my household, a friend and her family.
Isaiah 50:4 - The Lord God has given me the tongue of the learned that I should know how to speak a word in season to him who is weary. He awakens me morning by morning He awakens my ear to hear as the learned.
Isaiah 40:3 - The voice of one crying in the wilderness: prepare the way of the Lord make straight in the desert a highway for our God.
Through this word He took me back to my life verse He gave me for 2007 wich is Isaiah 43:18,19. The Lord spoke and said to me "I am still in the wilderness. Staying at the church I have you at is part of that wilderness. Don't be like the Israelites and complain, complain, complain. Instead use this time to draw closer to me. To drink from My cup of living water and eat My fresh manna from heaven. Learn My voice and follow me"
Then He said "Embrace each new day refreshed and ready to receive from me all that I have to give. I do not give as the world gives. So do not let your heart be troubled and do not be afraid."
After this He reminded me that it is all about Him and I am still in preparation for whats ahead. But right now it is my time to become unmasked, unafraid, and undeniable. These are my beauty treatments.
Psalm 33:11 - The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the plans of His heart to all generations. (I prayed for the children, the next generation)
Proverbs 19:21 - There are many plans in a man's heart, Nevertheless the Lords counsel--that will stand.
This gave me hope. That no matter what man thinks(including me) It's His word that will prevail. Amen!
First He gave me:
Philippians 4:19 - And my God shall supply all your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Then I prayed it upon me, my household, a friend and her family.
Isaiah 50:4 - The Lord God has given me the tongue of the learned that I should know how to speak a word in season to him who is weary. He awakens me morning by morning He awakens my ear to hear as the learned.
Isaiah 40:3 - The voice of one crying in the wilderness: prepare the way of the Lord make straight in the desert a highway for our God.
Through this word He took me back to my life verse He gave me for 2007 wich is Isaiah 43:18,19. The Lord spoke and said to me "I am still in the wilderness. Staying at the church I have you at is part of that wilderness. Don't be like the Israelites and complain, complain, complain. Instead use this time to draw closer to me. To drink from My cup of living water and eat My fresh manna from heaven. Learn My voice and follow me"
Then He said "Embrace each new day refreshed and ready to receive from me all that I have to give. I do not give as the world gives. So do not let your heart be troubled and do not be afraid."
After this He reminded me that it is all about Him and I am still in preparation for whats ahead. But right now it is my time to become unmasked, unafraid, and undeniable. These are my beauty treatments.
Psalm 33:11 - The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the plans of His heart to all generations. (I prayed for the children, the next generation)
Proverbs 19:21 - There are many plans in a man's heart, Nevertheless the Lords counsel--that will stand.
This gave me hope. That no matter what man thinks(including me) It's His word that will prevail. Amen!
Jun 20, 2007
My Blessing
May you be Blessed:
With the willingness to look right at the hidden parts of yourself and allow honest exposure and confession to take place.
May you be Blessed:
With a sense of worth and help to build that in others.
With the willingness to look right at the hidden parts of yourself and allow honest exposure and confession to take place.
May you be Blessed:
With a sense of worth and help to build that in others.
Jun 18, 2007
You are a Star!
NOW PLAYING: Athena's Life
STARING: Me
SHOW TIMES: 1975 - Now
Category: DRAMA
Ever feel like your life is like a movie and your the star, except your not playing your part. Instead your in the audience watching your own movie(life) go by.
And this ain't no fairytale/romance your watching. It's more like a drama/thriller.
That's how I feel. I am the star of my own show(life) and yet I have not taken center stage. And like an actor who gets stage fright, I can't help but think what if I mess up? What if I say the wrong thing? Or make a wrong move? So I stay backstage afraid to step out.
I have no agent cuz no one wanted to take me on. Instead I went straight to the source and got the best producer/director in the world. He has approved of my application, portrait and essay I submitted to Him entitled 'self'. He sees the potential in me. Potential to play a fairytale/adventure role. "Just keep reading the script and practicing your lines" He tells me, "You have what it takes, You are a STAR!!" The light is shining on me, the camera's are rolling and it's time for action.
STARING: Me
SHOW TIMES: 1975 - Now
Category: DRAMA
Ever feel like your life is like a movie and your the star, except your not playing your part. Instead your in the audience watching your own movie(life) go by.
And this ain't no fairytale/romance your watching. It's more like a drama/thriller.
That's how I feel. I am the star of my own show(life) and yet I have not taken center stage. And like an actor who gets stage fright, I can't help but think what if I mess up? What if I say the wrong thing? Or make a wrong move? So I stay backstage afraid to step out.
I have no agent cuz no one wanted to take me on. Instead I went straight to the source and got the best producer/director in the world. He has approved of my application, portrait and essay I submitted to Him entitled 'self'. He sees the potential in me. Potential to play a fairytale/adventure role. "Just keep reading the script and practicing your lines" He tells me, "You have what it takes, You are a STAR!!" The light is shining on me, the camera's are rolling and it's time for action.
Jun 14, 2007
Shades of Light
Tonight I caught a glimpse of the sky in all it's splendor.
Clouds of grey washed away by shades of light
Shades of yellow, purple and pink.
When summer storm's paint a picture of Christ in all His glory.
Yes, tonight I caught a glimpse of heaven in all it's splendor
Clouds of grey washed away by shades of light.
Clouds of grey washed away by shades of light
Shades of yellow, purple and pink.
When summer storm's paint a picture of Christ in all His glory.
Yes, tonight I caught a glimpse of heaven in all it's splendor
Clouds of grey washed away by shades of light.
Jun 13, 2007
The Simple Life
I have always thought that decluttering, a clean house, quiet kids, a believing spouse, going to church, not getting mad, having more things, having less things, praying more etc. was living the simple life.
I am finding that simplicity is not in what man can or cannot do, nor in living on more or less. Sure these things help to simplify life but they do not simplify the heart. Only Christ can do that. And I am asking Him to do that for me.
Just when I think I am all growned up He shows me yet another thing about myself that gots to go.
Help me Lord to give you my chaotic, undecisive, dreadfully, doubting mind to you!
I am finding that simplicity is not in what man can or cannot do, nor in living on more or less. Sure these things help to simplify life but they do not simplify the heart. Only Christ can do that. And I am asking Him to do that for me.
Just when I think I am all growned up He shows me yet another thing about myself that gots to go.
Help me Lord to give you my chaotic, undecisive, dreadfully, doubting mind to you!
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