Ch-Change

Wow! I can't believe it's been almost a whole month since I blogged.
So much has been going on since my "Majesty moment". God is not the same to me anymore from like 2 weeks ago. He is so much more. My whole life is being transformed right before my very eyes. Everything is changing. God is stiring the hearts of His people right now. I see it and I hear it. He is everywhere. There has been a Holy Spirit explosion. Don't be left out. Catch the fire and let it burn to the deepest part of your soul. Let Him restore you and make you whole.

Majesty

Majesty(Here I am)


Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I am your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire...

Purification

So much is happening. I am consumed by His presence. I am in awe with His words to me and this, this feeling I almost can't contain it. It is the Holy Spirit that burns within me to the deepest parts of my soul. He is cleansing me, washing me and making me whole, making me holy.

Quote

"Outer power only comes from inner purity, and that inner purification (or santification) is a work of the Holy Spirit living within. He wants to fill you with Himself, to give you the power to live the abundant life that is available through believing in Jesus Christ."~Joyce Meyer

This I believe is what the Lord is doing with me.

The Cracks in my Heart

God keeps playing all the right songs today. One's like "I still believe" and "hold fast help is on the way".
I do believe but in the mean time it hurts. My heart is heavy in this present darkness. And as I write that He tells me that He is peircing it. Oh how I long to give you all of me sweet Jesus!
He wants more of my past. He is calling me gently telling me "now let me take this, it's going to be okay". There is more chains that need to be broken. Like one's with my husband.
When God told me that He was going to be purifying me I had no idea it was of things that I had buried deep, deep down inside. The cracks in my heart He wants to fill with His love. I had no idea they were even there.
I feel it...Come fill my heart Lord. Fill my heart....

Who Am I??

Well, earlier I was having a pity party. I am in no way where I should be with my identity in Christ and that's okay. But I have had a very difficult weekend trying to get over myself. I just don't understand this identity and humility thing. Where is the balance when it comes to people doing or saying things to me that are just wrong? If it's my pride that take's offense and it's humility that forgives then where does my identity come in?? How do I walk away in confident forgivness seeing myself(as well as them) as God see's us His people?These are the thoughts I was having this morning until I recieved some great advice. "My identity is my identity weather I know who I am or anyone else does." This tells me that it cannot be taken away from me no matter what other people think of me or how they treat me. I just need to keep learning and studying on who I am in Christ. Because the danger does not lie in wut people think of me. The danger lies in me not being certain of who I am in Christ. Because in the end how they treat me is based on wut they think of me, and more importantly wut they think of themselves. I just gota keep telling myself this.

Purify Me Lord

While doing day 3 in Beth Moore's study Believing God I read this verse. Psalm 51:7 Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Oh yaaa... I thank God so much for bringing me to this verse. This is the verse He has been telling me ever since the tea cup. This is wut He keeps reminding me of as the days go by. Even today when I did day 5 in the study I was reminded with Rahab's story. And it goes on. Starting in verse 10 it says Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me. Do not banish me from your presence, and don't take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore unto me again the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you. Then I will teach your ways to sinners, and they will return to you. This is wut I believe is happening to me now. I just love His word. It speaks life to my weary soul. Telling me I am what I am and I can do what I can do. He is all I need.